Isaiah Rashad’s ‘The Home Is Burning’ — •
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I like the South. Notably the Black South that is stuffed with liberation, hearth, Medgar Evers and Fannie Lou Hamer, fried catfish and individuals who crumble cornbread over their greens. I’ve lived and felt my truest self within the South for my whole life. Even after understanding how this place tried to kill my daddy within the ’60s and steal land from my grandaddies earlier than then. I’ve recognized since I used to be a baby that I’ll by no means actually go away the South, though this South, the post-Donald Trump South of rage and violence, feels prefer it’s pushing me nearer to loss of life than I’ve ever been.
I write this from my house outdoors of Atlanta, in Cobb County, the place a governor and faculty superintendent would reasonably enchantment to their base than implement public well being protocols that might maintain my kids protected. The place the enchantment to Southernness supersedes masks mandates in faculties, quarantine protocols and vaccinations. I get up sending my youngsters to highschool, questioning if my love of this place has doomed us. That is the loudest I’ve ever heard the siren music calling me to depart.
I listened to Isaiah Rashad’s The Home Is Burning within the midst of my Southern despair. On the floor, the album is about Rashad’s battles with habit and the way that habit makes him really feel like loss of life is impatiently ready for him. However the album felt prefer it was reaching out to me as I grappled with the actual loss of life that feels inevitable once you’re a Black particular person residing within the South. Although I’ve by no means recognized true chemical habit or the near-death expertise of substance abuse, I do know what it feels wish to expertise euphoric hell. Tortuous nirvana. Foreboding glory. Loving hazard. These are the stuff you really feel when you end up loving your Black Southernness and questioning when its homegrown noose will tighten.
Rashad made a reputation for himself within the Nashville, Tennessee, underground rap scene for his syrupy move and a voice that feels like the way in which a Cadillac trunk rattles when somebody’s added new audio system to it. He joined Prime Dawg Leisure, the identical label that homes Kendrick Lamar (for now), in 2013, and has since launched among the greatest albums of the 2010s with 2014’s Cilvia Demo and 2016’s The Solar’s Tirade. Whereas followers have been ready for brand new music, Rashad’s life has been a blur of monetary troubles, drug habit, rehab, comedian books and rediscovering himself.
And it’s that battle with habit that’s been the main focus of so many opinions, interviews and options about Rashad and The Home Is Burning. In spite of everything, a lot of the album is about the way in which medication and attempting to maintain their siren music underneath management brings Rashad to the verge of loss of life. As an illustration, some variant of the sentiment “don’t die” seems a number of occasions on the album throughout a number of songs, as if to remind Rashad to not take pleasure in self-destruction to the purpose of no return. The ultimate chorus of The Home Is Burning has the strains, “This ain’t onerous because it will get, however I’m nonetheless on medication/You at the moment are a human being.” For Rashad, loss of life is at all times across the nook and medicines are a relentless offender.
However medication aren’t the one factor that retains loss of life lurking. The opposite is Rashad’s love of the South. Each Rashad album is an ode to the South that raised him: from songs named after rapper Scarface or Playaz Circle to reusing Southern rap lyrics for his hooks. This additionally occurs on The Home Is Burning the place he reuses a Pimp C lyric for the hook to “Chad” (Pimp C’s first identify) and lyrics for the semiobscure “bunny hop” dance music in style in “Wat U Sed.” However Rashad, who now lives in Los Angeles, additionally is aware of what American historical past and residing within the South has taught him: Geography kills. That’s why he raps, “Think about how n—as got here up from the South/Realizing them streets achieved did you dust” on “9-3 Freestyle.” That’s the place we discover a narrative thread that binds the entire themes of The Home Is Burning: It’s about loving two issues that really feel extra life-threatening the extra you like them, even after we can really feel the phobia on the fringe of our eyelashes.
The wonder about being within the South is the way in which that Southern pleasure makes you overlook what lurks. How the cookouts and Cadillacs and 8Ball & MJG and Josephine Johnnys and tales your mama tells you about COFO and knock within the trunk can transport you to a world of ancestral psychedelics the place police and cotton fields and Tate Reeves don’t exist. It’s that rush that I do know I can’t get wherever else. It’s that ecstasy that can maintain me right here despite what statistics and Pew reviews and life expectancy charts inform me. If I go away, I’ll be ceaselessly chasing that top.
Dwelling within the South appears like an habit. Like one thing that holds on to us and doesn’t let go. Rashad treats the South like he treats his drug use. He needs to be free from the worst elements of each, however he is aware of they’ll stick with him ceaselessly in some kind — “only a weekend buzz,” as he sings on the titular observe.
Therein lies the resistance of Rashad’s music. The “don’t die” chorus all through is a declaration that neither medication nor the South will kill him. He’ll defy what he’s been informed about his way of life and dwell — when being Black and alive appears like resisting: “No matter was underneath the bunk mattress, I ain’t scared, I’m prepared.”